Mourning

Sometimes I sit and mourn the things that I've missed out on. Thing's that I should've had, but was denied. I have been so blessed, but I have also been denied many thing's that as a child of the Living God I feel, I know I am entitled to. There are so many thing's. I won't list them all as I don't wan to hurt anyone's feeling's. But the hurt for me is deep and painful. I wonder if it was me, was I not someone to be loved enough to recieve these thing's? Was I not valued? Why did I not recieve the same blessing's bestowed on many other's that I see? How do I fill this void?