I know that faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God. But sometimes it is so hard to hang onto that faith. When everything inside of me screams the opposite of what God says. How do I stand? I stand on the word of God, I try to anyway. But the rest of me curls up in this pain and doesn't know were to turn or what to do.
If we are healed why do we go throught these things??? Why do we not see the manifestation of our healing?!!!
If I scream it, If I say it a million times, what else do I do.?
And I feel that no one see's or really understands.
I know that God does, He has to, I know he has compassion for me and I'm so grateful that he knows what I'm going through, but I need a release.
This song, "Give me faith" says
" I may be weak, Your spirits strong in me... My flesh may fail, My God you never will... Give me faith to trust what you say, that your good, and your love is great, I'm broken inside I give you my life..."
Lord please help me. I know there is hope, I'm just trying to remember what it looks like.
