As I'm sure you can tell I have three totally amazing little boys! Donte is my chatter box, full of questions and information! Amon is my sweetie, he picks me dandelions evertime he see's them, and tells me he loves me twenty times a day. Judah is my silly baby, he's still mommy's baby at two and can be such a goof!
I am their mom. They didn't choose me. God chose me to be their mom. Sometimes I don't feel worthy. Sometimes I feel that they should have a better mom. A mom that doesn't battle with anxiety and depression, a mom that is more fun and does more things with them. Someone who is stronger and has more faith. Someone who can stand up and fight better than me. Someone who isn't so overwhelmed by life.
I wish I could be that person.
But I suppose any woman would have some issue. I just wish ... I could be what they need me to be.
